just as i was getting used to the weather, it’s time to return to sunny singapore. as much as i’m missing my singaporean friends, i so miss the awesome moresome company. yes like what shirls says, will be in this state of dissonance for a few days *tears hair*

fun aside, God spoke and moved heaps and loads. lessons learnt, experiences gained, words spoken, tears shed…. now it’s time to move on!

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i’m ready to step into a new season, a new future. kairos moment, indeed! actually am abit speechless about this whole thing… im just bubbling with much excitement (abit of fear and trembling maybe =s)! things are gonna be different……… wheeooho!

 

this is crazy. i love contemp. i loveeeee contemp! (: karla is dope. her techniques are great. and check out her emotions. i adore contemp. and i adore partnering work even more. when can we hit a level like that!! GUYS!! STEP UP AND DO CONTEMP, its no sissy thing. it’s beautifulllll.

i’ve class tomm .. hopefully ash ali’s teaching us! and after that TBG concert with ydance peeps. can’t wait can’t wait. so dance-filled.

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a 2.05am shoutout

June 21, 2009

shernlim, lim qinyi,

ball, teresa, sheng, melody, sijing, hanwei,

jolene, bobo, kang, dennis,

if you guys happen to read this, just wanna say

I’M MISSING YOU ALL BIG TIME!!

1. be sincere- mean what you write and write what you mean. the words will flow

2. be real- don’t purposely say things for the sake of sounding ‘nice’, or use common pretty phrases to make the reader feel good. the reader wants to know you’re not ‘mass producing’ the cards!!

3. be specific- if the person who reads my card is someone close to me, i’d know the little things about this person’s life, character traits, victories etc.. and then mention it. it makes the reader feel noticed !

4. write the date. sometimes people write to me and sign off without the date… (okay if you think that’s bad enough, some have no names =( i dont know who wrote the card!) when i recall… i like it how that i remb what happened during the period of time and how the card came about

5. you don’t need to hit an entire page of words, you just need to genuinely want to encourage the recipient of your card. even a line with 10 words, 10 words that comes from the bottom of your heart.. can make a difference.

anyways! not pointing out anyone here or saying that people write bad cards to me. was just rummaging through my box of cards i’ve received over the years. and i am determined to be a sincere and genuine encouragement card writer because i know how much it can brighten up someone’s day, or impart some strength to that person, or even just, lift that person up abit and make him/her feel appreciated (:

My story, Your grace

June 19, 2009

that was what i named my testimony when i shared in camp.

it’s the story that God and i share. a process, a relationship, a story that no one can steal away from me. God stuck with me through all that crap. He showed me what is grace and unconditional love. the road to breakthrough was reeaaaalllyyy tough, but that was where i found God’s strength and His second chances. that was when i began to know God more and more. that was when God isn’t just God anymore, but my personal friend. someone with whom i share many many intimate moments with.

even now, i know there are many things that i go through in life, many struggles, many joys and sorrows, that probably only God and i know and understand fully what they’re about.

that’s why i truly call this a personal relationship. you know… those moments when i sit by my bed in silence and i know God is there beside me, taking in that silent moment with me too. those moments when i feel like words fail me and i can’t express myself to anyone at all, and i just go before God and i am fully assured He understands. those moments when i’m afraid to let anyone know my innermost thoughts, my all-over-the-place emotions, my little nonsensical secrets (to the point that i suspect sometimes God laughs at the ultra silly secrets, and He might be thinking i’m a little weird…)… and God is simply there to share them with me. in Him is when i can be absolutely my vulnerable self.

so… would you like to share your life with God too?

i so wanna know God more!