how you serve God properly
February 24, 2009
p u a y says:
dont worry
p u a y says:
if you havent thrown your face in church
p u a y says:
you havent properly served god
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?! what kind of encouragement is this. but anyway.
so guys, if you want to see chia throw her face away, please come for service the next 3 weeks. you’ll know what i mean. yes yes, i am serving God properly.
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p u a y says:
don’t worry about it so much
p u a y says:
ppl will look
p u a y says:
be amused
p u a y says:
and forget about it
p u a y says:
you can still find a husband
not a self consolation post
February 23, 2009
i don’t need to be appreciated, affirmed, favourited by the people around me. i don’t seek to be all that.
honestly it sucks big time when your efforts are underappreciated, or totally unappreciated at all. believe me, i spent like 10 minutes struggling to put things into perspective on the way home just now.
but i remind myself, i am doing all this not for the sake of making it into anybody’s top5 list. my big boss is Jesus. so if i have to do something that is totally unpopular, but something totally necessary…….. i will grit my teeth and just do it.
to my caregroup:
if one day you find that i am trying all means and ways to get into your good books to draw you closer to me instead of helping you to grow closer to God, STOP FOLLOWING ME.
i want to help people to become more Christ-like, not chia-like.
i can’t be more serious about this manz.
God is the strength of my heart
my heart cry
February 22, 2009
Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can’t do this on my own
I’m letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I’m on
Jesus, take the wheel
- Jesus take the wheel, Carrie Underwood
almost had a breakdown last night. i think my threshold for stress went up significantly the past year but last night totally caught me unaware and unprepared. felt like i was at another tipping point. but God knows me best. swirl was playing this song over and over again today while i worked. and customer flow was fine, so i had time to think in between doing stuff.
i am so physically drained i feel like i can sleep for the next million years, i am so mentally drained i feel like i might not remember what is 2 + 2 equals to…..
go chia.
whose standards do you hold?
February 19, 2009
once again, i am so convicted that we cannot be neutral nor ignorant about things in life, because an empty mind would not remain empty. either you fill it up with biblical values and principles, or the world fills it up for you – whether unknowingly or knowingly.
John 10:10
The thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
if i dont deliberately feed myself with the right food, something else will fill me up. and frighteningly, many a times, i won’t even know i’ve ‘learnt’ such a thing. simply put it, if we don’t go to Jesus, the devil will come to us – to destroy. if i don’t cling on to God’s standards, the world’s standard will become normal to me, just because everyone else is doing it! no way!
so i’ll make it a point to deliberately go learn. to deliberately go find out about things i don’t know. to deliberately keep myself on the level of biblical standards. to deliberately set myself apart for God.
this came after a really good talk with my brother last night (hee thanks kor!) touching on certain topics that o.O were really eye-openers for me. like what i always tell people, so blessed to have my brother as MY brother 
took some time to rest in God’s presence and just chill this afternoon. been a busy hectic week since monday. i’m really glad that God is a personal God, a personal friend, someone who thoroughly understands everything about me, who knows me in and out, and who stays with me even on my unlovable days.
on a completely different note, i passed my FTT today! (dont mock me all you people who have license already, i will show you small people can control a motorcar better than many of you do. now step back, and watch out for chia.)
