My story, Your grace

that was what i named my testimony when i shared in camp.

it’s the story that God and i share. a process, a relationship, a story that no one can steal away from me. God stuck with me through all that crap. He showed me what is grace and unconditional love. the road to breakthrough was reeaaaalllyyy tough, but that was where i found God’s strength and His second chances. that was when i began to know God more and more. that was when God isn’t just God anymore, but my personal friend. someone with whom i share many many intimate moments with.

even now, i know there are many things that i go through in life, many struggles, many joys and sorrows, that probably only God and i know and understand fully what they’re about.

that’s why i truly call this a personal relationship. you know… those moments when i sit by my bed in silence and i know God is there beside me, taking in that silent moment with me too. those moments when i feel like words fail me and i can’t express myself to anyone at all, and i just go before God and i am fully assured He understands. those moments when i’m afraid to let anyone know my innermost thoughts, my all-over-the-place emotions, my little nonsensical secrets (to the point that i suspect sometimes God laughs at the ultra silly secrets, and He might be thinking i’m a little weird…)… and God is simply there to share them with me. in Him is when i can be absolutely my vulnerable self.

so… would you like to share your life with God too?

i so wanna know God more!