I admit…

i’ve not been feeling too good recently. but feelings are feelings… working on it now (: so God… whatever it is, i’m clinging on to You. for my dear life.

is it me? or what. hmmms.

these independant, lonely moments are so tough. but i know no one else can go through this for me. funny… doesn’t feel like a very fine beginning to the official next phase of my life ):

all i can say is,

keep going chia. God’s with you..

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today I did not sleep till 12pm

managed to get myself down to school this morning to pray together with my caregroup (: there’s just something about the joy of knowing God and being around His people (albeit the not-so-ideal turn-out… people usually oversleep ^^) my dear caregroup, i really love just spending time with you guys! literally walked out of school with a big big smile in my heart.

Rendition on saturday!! super excited about it. this period of time has been alot of learning and being inspired by people. recently God prompted me to get back into contact with one of my ex-sheep… and so i started messaging her and msn-ing her. abit awkward… but i know God remembers her. really praying for things to fall into place! (:

never stop asking God to expand your heart and to see that God-shaped void in people’s hearts. all of us definitely have the capacity to love, because we have received God’s love. all it takes is to be willing to step out of that little comfortable bubble and shift the focus from ‘me’ to ‘others’. i realised that there is never a day that i’ll reach a point whereby i can say, i am loving. love is alive, it is constantly growing, God wants to constantly stretch us to love more and more and more. so God, keep expanding my heart!

jcea4, let’s all continue to grow in love okay? you guys have such great capacity to love…. let’s truly be the city of refuge for the friends around you. i’m looking forward to great things happening this season!! in this tog with ya’ll!!! ^^

time alone with my Maker

power comes from stillness, strength comes from solitude.

- Bill Hybels, Too Busy Not To Pray

the world needs Jesus

all those little grains of discontent, seeds of compassion and love, the walls that have been torn down, heart and head hitting convictions, the massive shake-me-up-in-a-whirlstorm moments.

God, please don’t stop messin’ me up.

cos it’s not gonna stop there.