I admit…

i’ve not been feeling too good recently. but feelings are feelings… working on it now (: so God… whatever it is, i’m clinging on to You. for my dear life.

is it me? or what. hmmms.

these independant, lonely moments are so tough. but i know no one else can go through this for me. funny… doesn’t feel like a very fine beginning to the official next phase of my life ):

all i can say is,

keep going chia. God’s with you..

back home after 3 weeks

i can’t believe it, it IS really 3 weeks since i last saw home. the familiar gathering of dangerous looking humongous black ants, the familiar smell of my pillow (hehe), the familiar toilet i share with my brother. hurray, i’m home! (:

just some updates then. in point form. not in the writing mood now.

Brisbane trip…

- caught a bad head-cold during conference. but received overflowing TLC in return <3
- received so much from the Ablaze people and heard so much from God, it was utterly mindblowing
- discovered my twin there: Lauranne (:
- found my wife there: MEL!
- discovered many other awesome dancers like ashley and dave!
- thankful to dave for his encouragement and advice.
- the only heart-to-heart talk i had was with steph (: i enjoyed every single moment of it my dear! 
- yumyum, torchie’s cooking ROCKS!
- that night at mount cootha was CRAZY good fun!
- left a box of cherry liqueur chocs there…….. forgot to bring it to the airport.
- missing my new ablaze friends right now !!

back in singapore…

- stayed away from home for a week… was down with fever. okay i know right. weak.
- sharlene was my housemate-mother-nurse. FRIENDS, SHE makes A GOOD WIFE! heheheee
- finished half of sytycd season4, fell in love with chelsie hightower.
- finished jap drama “my handsome butler” in a day. A DAY.
- ate alot. serangoon central is sinful. correction – staying in the centre of serangoon central makes you really really sinful! just walking down to buy bread alone… you can almost hear all the eateries calling out my name.
- i missed my brother. aw.

and now…

- i miss my housemate!
- but i’m so happy to be back home
- can’t believe i’ve not danced in 3 weeks
- but looking forward to having dance next week! every night!
- can’t wait to meet up with allllll my sheep, i miss ya’ll girls!!!
- thinking about what PJ always says: when man works, man works. but when man prays, God works. and when God works God really works!!

OKAY! so that’s my life in 3 weeks. boring no?

pour a bucket of blood to inspire a drop

just beginning to understand the likes of it…. and feeling it.

and it’s only the starting!!

⁴Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. ⁵If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
James 1:4-5

hmmmm.. sometimes… okay, all the time, i think i pray too little. waaaayyy too little. the next one week at home will be a good time for me to get the momentum up and going

missing the cooling weather, the company, and the food

just as i was getting used to the weather, it’s time to return to sunny singapore. as much as i’m missing my singaporean friends, i so miss the awesome moresome company. yes like what shirls says, will be in this state of dissonance for a few days *tears hair*

fun aside, God spoke and moved heaps and loads. lessons learnt, experiences gained, words spoken, tears shed…. now it’s time to move on!

i’m ready to step into a new season, a new future. kairos moment, indeed! actually am abit speechless about this whole thing… im just bubbling with much excitement (abit of fear and trembling maybe =s)! things are gonna be different……… wheeooho!

I’m falling in love again…

 

this is crazy. i love contemp. i loveeeee contemp! (: karla is dope. her techniques are great. and check out her emotions. i adore contemp. and i adore partnering work even more. when can we hit a level like that!! GUYS!! STEP UP AND DO CONTEMP, its no sissy thing. it’s beautifulllll.

i’ve class tomm .. hopefully ash ali’s teaching us! and after that TBG concert with ydance peeps. can’t wait can’t wait. so dance-filled.